I LOVE LIU XIAO JIE (:

 speechless.

are things still the same?

IDK about it...

sometimes i do wonder. 

should i really do that, with my personality like that.

or should i ...

if i really wanna choose to be happy, 

the only way would be the hard and unpreferable way...

Today is going to be a HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY DAY (:

wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooots~ 

SIAN.

Starting to rot hours ago.
Already rotting.
Process of rotting continues.
gona get rotted soon .  

ROT ROT ROT



Soon will DECOMPOSE!  :(

went swimming again today^^
with xiaojie & his sister =]
before going to his house (:
met xiaojie at hub first as he bought me a bikini =ppp
& i wore it (:
heeeeeees(:
at first felt weird wearing bikini at swimming pool.
but after that see other two girls wear it too =]
LALALALA'
nothing else to say^^
look forward for next week ^^
someone should know why =]
hessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss! [=
thats it ^^V

heeeee(:
the day before yesterday'
xiaojie & me went to cheris derhs house ^^
gave her some hamster beddings and the hamster ball(:
then ordered pizza =x
then at her house, someone was crazy over the kendo sword >.<
YAWN~
then went back to xiaojie house O.O
nothing else to type >.<
just want swimming! =x
have to wait till my period end first=[
dun wan use tampon, yuckkkkk >.<

thats it .

K!
went swimming with xiaojie & his sister=x
both of them taught me how to swim =x
& i know lerhs=x
just that not familiar only (:
before that rained >.<
then at his house played poker-cards .
heeeee=x
then three of us went to buy cup noodles eat =]
then go swimming pool ~~
its been like 4 years since i stepped into a pool >.<
cause i failed swimming last time  =[
nvm (:
now know lerhs =]

yesterday pei-ed xiaojie to the chinese doctor =]
tui na (:
cause his waist got some problem =[
hopefully kuai dian hao =]
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees~!

LALALA'
wanna go swim more =x
& er, to you (:
I'M STILL WAITING ~!
faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaster larhs~~~!!!! :)

thats it ^^V

&yesterday did manicure again =x
this time round with cheris=]
haaaas(:
had subway with her before that =]
i just ate cookies (:
& before that;
was with xiaojie and her sister =]
reached xiaojie home at 8 am (:
then he pack his bag to camp =]
after that his sister came along for lunch =]
then took 74 together to his school (:
alighted =]
and downpour-.-
tmd.
then supeerrr cold >.<
& xiaojie initiated us to take cab. but i said nvm=]
then xiaojie and his friends went in to school.
after me and his sister board the bus=]
bought some gummies from the minitoons for the 9year old girl=]
then brought her homeeee=]
tommorow xiaojie finish his camp =]
heeeeees(:
then soon gona go out with him and his sister for movie (:

that's it (:

heeeees (:
yesterday celebrated sueann's birthday with elaine at pizza hut (:  *below*

then we walked a little at causeway point^^
then after that went to meet cheris back at amk (:
accompanied her for lunch=]
i didn't eat though.
then we went to popular=]
bought liuxiaojie a yoyo(:
since he say he loves to have one everytime we walked pass any place that has yoyos >.<
then after that acconpanied cheris to her bus stop (:
waited bus with her=]
then i went to the library.
liuxiaojie & his friend was there=]
then they studied and i found a book=]
& played Dragonica=]
then home-d after that ^^V

today^^
liuxiaojie came to my house.
o.o
in the morning >.<
cause yesterday my house got cockroach>.<
so i afraid~
he was the second friend that came my house before>.<
first was cheris >.< o.o
then i bath-ed and i changed hamster bedding (:
while he played with the hamster=x
then after that we walked to chongboon market and ate=]
then bus-ed to his school via 74 (:
then i sat at a table watched "hotel for dogs" while waiting for him and his friend.
to consult the teacher.
o.o
after that ? bus-ed back to amk .
he and his friend(jiarui)
played Pool. i emo dun wan play ~
then seperated from his friend.
& i went to his house=x
played games again =x
then see his sister play facebook games=ppp
HAHAHAHA.
and then went home after that (:

tmr meeting sueann for lunch ^^

YOOHO(:
went to manicure just now =]
& xiaojie accompanied me=x
total about an hour. then he sat beside me =ppp
hehhehe ;x
then walked home [=
then xiaojie bill hundred plus=.=
as his dad called and scolded him=x
hehhehe poor boy ^^
then waited bus with him then off he goes=x
& tmr nt going school ,
WOOTS.
gona study -.-
siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. nvm^^V

hate this year.
this year suck to me.
so many things happened this year to me.
right from the start, shen ti not feeling well.
then went to the doctor,
tested blood for 4 or 5 times in that month.
then in the end, the doctor say its fine.
no problem .
thats great to hear.
though had to have the needle go to my hand for 5 times.
then my family stuff, cant write here,
Not divorce jiu shi lerhs. just some problems.
the thing is , all the bad things just all fall on this year.
then the stupid dedution of school fees.
failed for the first time. gave cheque,
now failed again.
ccb.
tmr gotta talk to the person whom is in charge of the school fees.
gotta know the root of the problem.
giro means giro, why must give cheque or other alternatives.
bull shit .
then worse is, don't know will delay till my test next week or not.
kns. what a fuck school sia.
told me the instructions,
i did, even handed the giro form twice.
even went to the bank, and the officer say i do not need to go there.
unless my dad uses thumbprint, and my dad used signature.
and now still my giro unsuccessful.
and some problems also arised recently,
in which not gona elaborate.
some of the people around me knows.
and all they can do is tell me to think positively.
and hope things will get better.
ya thats what the people can do.
ain't blaming, just count myself bottom luck thats all.
hopefully next year would not be so sucky as this year.
hate 2009 to the core. seriously.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY ^^
hehehe(:
just finished palying Dragonica with xiaojie=x
i level 24 soon =]
he still level 21=x
hehehhehe^^
going to bath=]
then meet xiaojie at hub(:
o.o
then later come my house area and see fireworks=]
my house door step can see very clearly=]
then later when come back lerhs,
maybe bring my hamster along see firework=x
hahaha.
since he also long time never see my hamster lerhs=]
(; jiu zhe yang lerhs=]

aiiiiiiiiiiiiiyo .
lesson ' sian .
later going ngeeann find liu xiao jie=x
hehehehe' (:
i found a secret in him yesterday =ppp

HAHAHAHA'

O.O
today slacked with yongxiang.
half year nvr see him lerhs.
passed him my geography book.
then after that went to the ntuc bought milk.
&xiaojie&joseph came and slacked.
at fitness corner.
chatted. o.o
and yongxiang and joseph went home first,
since their house so near-.-
then left me and xiaojie^^
&he made me a heart =x
hahaha (:
&we walked home (:

(:
maybe its the end.
going to slack later =]

trying to face it with a smile.

just smoked .
as usual . smoke for reason .
things change, and one has to face .
i don't eat, don't intend to' but. haha. don't bother.
moodless.

full-stop.


bye

BORIINNGG~
now in school library >.<
didnt go class.
cause one of the member didnt come.
as she is the one compiling the whole ppt.
&got a guy's slides also dk done or not.
& another girl didnt know need to do slides>.
&havent discuss hao hao about the presentation.
hence;
therefore aint going . -.-
wanna play dragonica .
but can't =[
arlao wei =[
haisssssssssssssssssssssss~
SIAN LARHS;
my dad at home =[
go home early he sure ask >.<
grrrrrrr .
later at evening pei ^^ go bugis (:

knnbccb .
haaaaaaass (:
just feel like scolding.
tmd.
pcb.
knn.
just dun feel happy at all>.<
so not going school today. 0.0
feel like smoking>.<
but no money . haiiiiiiiiiiiiiish.
later go find people slack if have(:

YOOHOOO~
here to blog again=x
blog-ed almost daily>.
cause BORING.
siannnnnnnnnnnn~

green leaves are green.
my bottle is SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (:
blue color=]
pink handphone(:
Navy blue Laptop(:
Transparent Contact lens(:
Pink mouse (:
orange hamster cage(:
Pink color house door(:
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nothing to say lerhs=]
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